dear Derek contd
Imagine you asked me a question
for example you asked me "what is the treatment for acute myocardial infarction"
i said "initial treatment is Aspirin + clopidogrel".
this is the answer that came into existence when i said it.but what about its existence before i said it. Did this answer exist? Did this particular answer exist somewhere?
what we can say with 100% confidence is it should exist somewhere.
Am i aware of its existence before you asked the aforementioned question?
NO, because i am not thinking about aspirin+clopidogrel before you asked the question.
Imagine, the following day you asked me the same question.and i answered it as "aspirin +clopidogrel".
Hey, it once again came into existence as a manifestation.
What is its status regarding its existence between the two questions?
it is not in the form of manifest (if it is in the form of manifest, it should always be in my consciousness and i cant do anything but think about it, but it is not the case with anyone THANK GOD). But, it should be there somewhere for it to be manifested (or to manifest itself, either can be true).
It is there in my memory all the time without my awareness. It is always there in the form of silence in memory.
Awareness of different ideas,things, thoughts, feelings,theories, opinions, views, analysis, intial points of all practices etc is relative.i.e. ( different effects for different impressions).But the memory of each and everything is silence. it includes the basic awareness called"I ",
the memory of "I" is calmness,peace, tranquility,happiness as peace(not as euphoria or excitement) absolute,questionless, complete, realized state, SATH in sanskrit, SADASIVA in indian philosohy, chidakasa in indian philosophy. (this is the peace, the tranquility that is experienced by all masters and spiritual gurus) ( remember you told me "Ultimate enlightenment? A Zen master would say, "throw it away if you find it!", the ultimate enlightenment is absolute state of silence without EVER MANIFESTING itself as intelligence. There will never be any point of throwing because there is no awareness here).
ONce it(the answer for the question what is the treatment for myocardial infarction) manifests it comes into awareness (for basic "I" the manifestation itself is awarenes, it is intelligence). The more times i am asked this question, the more times it manifests.And the more times i like it/hate it/think about it/acknowledge it/judge it , the more it gets into my memory in a form where it is easy to get manifested. i.e, the manifestation becomes more easy and fast with increase in the frequency of the manifestations.
THAT IS WHY IN MEDITATION, THE BEGINNER IS ASKED TO OBSERVE WHAT
EVER THAT OCCURS WITH OUT JUDGEING IT. IF YOU "JUST OBSERVE " AND YOU
DONTJUDGE IT, YOU RECOGNIZE your (THE) OBSERVER STATE. THE MORE YOU
RECOGNIZE THE OBSERVER STATE THE MORE IT(the observer state) MANIFESTS
ITSELF AND THE SEEKER BECOMES A MASTER BY KNOWING HIS EXISTENCE AS THE
OBSERVER AT ALL TIMES. (here time and space are present and the person is aware of his existence as observer)
the MASTER becomes THE englightened Guru by being in state of memory/calmness for
eternity. (remember time and space will be there in awareness, but not in memory, so eternity
is possible only here)
the one who knows the self knows all.
ask me more, i am all here to tell you. it is not tough to know the self. it is very easy and it
hardly takes 2 minutes.
THE CORRECT QUESTION(S) bring(s) IN THE CORRECT ANSWER.
